Have I Ever

Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered species of flower? Have I ever told you that I would give everything up, just for one night to be able to lay near you, to feel your chest rise and fall with each breath you take, just to know that you are real? Have I ever told you that I dream of you often, I dream of you reaching out and touching my hand, simply to let me know that you are there, and everything is okay? Have I ever told you, have I still yet to tell you . . . that I love you?

I am a good Dreamer

If love is blind why her face always comes in my eyes
coz u know why love doesnt need eye to see her face.
So is the reason why i always see her and dream abt her.
So I am a good dreamer.

Better to be alone

you're the FFFFFFFFFFirst tat I've ever walked with
yoUUUUUUUUUUUU're the first tat I've ever CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCitted

with
you're the first tat i've ever talked witHHHHHHHHHHHHH
you're the first tat i've ever trusted witHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
you're the first tat IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIii've ever lost with
you're the first tat i've ever loved with
but
I'm the first tat someone has ever hated with.
So it is better to be alone rather to be in love. ..